Kingdom Spouse Disappointment | Healing, Heartbreak, God Revealed Relationship, The One,
Have you ever believed God showed you your future spouse… only for the relationship to end, never begin, or unfold completely differently than you expected?
If you’ve ever said, “I thought God told me he was my future husband,” this podcast is for you.
Welcome to Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a podcast for Christians where we talk openly about christian relationship disappointments, dating struggles, and the pain of believing in a God promised marriage that didn’t happen.
We explore how to rebuild trust in God after a "kingdom spouse" heartbreak; whether you’re navigating a relationship that ended or questioning a marriage promise about "the one".
This isn't a place for quick fixes. Rather, it's a safe space to bring your questions, your tears, your faith, and your story.
Whether you're grieving a relationship that ended, waiting for clarity, or rebuilding your confidence in God's leading, I pray each episode reminds you of one truth:
Your disappointment is real-but it is not the end of your story.
I'm Lori, and I'm so grateful you're here. Let's walk this healing journey together—one honest conversation at a time.
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Remember—you don't have to walk through this alone.
Episodes

Jun 26, 2026
Jun 26, 2026
20 min
What happens when you truly believe God showed you your future spouse... and the relationship still falls apart?
In this episode, I'm sharing the painful aftermath of heartbreak, the confusion that followed, and the hard questions I brought to God when everything I thought made sense suddenly didn't.
If you've ever replayed the dreams, signs, scriptures, or confirmations and asked yourself, Did I hear God wrong? - this episode is for you.
This is a tender conversation for anyone navigating heartbreak, loss, disappointment, and the struggle to rebuild trust in God.
Your grief is real. Your questions are real. But your story is not over.

Jun 18, 2026
Jun 18, 2026
16 min
I thought God showed me my future husband. I was sure. I prayed, I waited, I believed ....but things did not turn out how I expected.
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment I share Part 1 of my story, where I’m getting real about what it’s like when what you thought was a promise doesn’t come to pass.
If you’ve ever wrestled with unfulfilled prophetic words, spiritual disappointment, or letting go of someone you were convinced was from God, this episode is for you.
You’re not crazy.
You’re not alone.
And this isn’t the end of your story.
Join me as I share part 1 of my story.
New episodes weekly. Subscribe so you don’t miss Part 2.

Jun 11, 2026
Jun 11, 2026
14 min
Have you ever believed God revealed your future spouse... only for the relationship to fall apart or never happen at all?
If so, you're not alone.
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, host Lori opens up about one of the most painful experiences many Christians silently carry...the heartbreak that comes when a relationship you believed was from God doesn't materialize or unexpectedly ends.
This isn't just the grief of losing someone you loved. It's the grief of losing a future you envisioned, questioning what you thought God showed you, and wrestling with doubts about your ability to hear His voice.
Together, we'll explore the difficult questions many believers face after relationship disappointment. Plus, we'll also talk about the shame and confusion that often follow when a promised relationship doesn't become reality.
Join us in this safe space to process your disappointment, your questions, and your pain without pretending it doesn't exist.
If you've ever found yourself saying, "God, I thought this was You," this conversation is for you.
Comment, follow, and share with someone who may be navigating relationship disappointment and trying to make sense of what happened.

May 28, 2026
May 28, 2026
13 min
This episode introduces Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a safe space for people who believed God revealed their future spouse but experienced heartbreak, confusion, or never saw the relationship begin. The host Lori shares candid reflections on feelings of aloneness, shame, and doubt when a spiritual promise doesn't materialize.
Lori validates those emotions, reads from her personal journal, and encourages listeners to be honest with themselves and with God. The episode offers compassionate guidance to stop trying to fix everything immediately, to name your feelings, and to begin a gradual journey toward healing and restored hope.







