Kingdom Spouse Disappointment | Healing, Heartbreak, God Revealed Relationship, The One,

Have you ever believed God showed you your future spouse… only for the relationship to end, never begin, or unfold completely differently than you expected?

If you’ve ever said, “I thought God told me he was my future husband,” this podcast is for you.

Welcome to Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a podcast for Christians where we talk openly about christian relationship disappointments, dating struggles, and the pain of believing in a God promised marriage that didn’t happen.

We explore how to rebuild trust in God after a "kingdom spouse" heartbreak; whether you’re navigating a relationship that ended or questioning a marriage promise about "the one".

This isn't a place for quick fixes. Rather, it's a safe space to bring your questions, your tears, your faith, and your story.

Whether you're grieving a relationship that ended, waiting for clarity, or rebuilding your confidence in God's leading, I pray each episode reminds you of one truth:

Your disappointment is real-but it is not the end of your story.

I'm Lori, and I'm so grateful you're here. Let's walk this healing journey together—one honest conversation at a time.
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If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected.

Visit lorikayemyles.com to  explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey.

And if you're ready to go deeper, you'll find information about my book and other resources designed to support your journey toward healing and hope.

Remember—you don't have to walk through this alone.




Episodes

Aug 6, 2026

17 min


Have you ever been angry with God?
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we tackle one of the most difficult and often unspoken topics in the Christian faith: anger toward God ...especially after heartbreak or after relationship disappointment.
 Together, we'll explore whether it's sinful to be angry with God, how to recognize hidden anger that may be affecting your relationship with Him, and what Scripture teaches about bringing your honest emotions to a loving Father.
We will also go over the H.E.A.L. Framework - a practical, biblical approach to processing anger and beginning your healing journey
 
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🌿 Continue your healing journey
If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected.
Visit lorikayemyles.com to  explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey.

Aug 6, 2026

17 min

Jul 30, 2026

20 min

Do you feel like your prayers are hitting the ceiling, especially in a season of heartbreak or relationship disappointment? Do you feel like you desperately need an answer but it feels as if God is on "airplane mode"?
Then this episode is for you.
This episode explores the difference between God’s silence and His absence, especially after heartbreak or when a promised 'kingdom spouse' didn’t materialize.
My name is Lori, and today we will explore  Job’s story as well as four practical ways God still speaks even if it appears He is silent.
 
---------- 🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com OR reach out to me at lorilongevous@gmail.com.  

Jul 30, 2026

20 min

Jul 24, 2026

20 min

What hurts more than the breakup?
The questions after.
"So...when's the wedding?"
"Have you set a date yet?"
"How's the planning going?"
If you believed God revealed "the one" to you, and the relationship ended or never began, the shame can feel heavier than the heartbreak itself.
In this episode, we gets honest about navigating spiritual embarrassment, hiding, and the lies shame tells us. We’ll look at Psalm 34:4-5, and 3 truths to help you come out of hiding:
1. Separate your identity from your experience
2. Bring your shame into the light
3. Remember that God is not ashamed of you
You are not disqualified. You are not alone.
This is a safe space for healing after Christian relationship disappointment.
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🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com OR reach out to me at lorilongevous@gmail.com.
 

Jul 24, 2026

20 min

Jul 17, 2026

12 min

Have you ever wanted to pray... but didn't know what to say to God?
After a relationship you believed God revealed or promised ends - or didn't even begin, the heartbreak often goes far beyond losing the relationship. It can leave you questioning whether you can trust God, hear His voice, or even feel safe bringing Him your honest emotions.
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, Lori explores the difficult reality of what happens when God feels distant after spiritual and relationship disappointment. She talks about why fear can replace trust, why honesty in prayer is not a lack of faith, and how Scripture makes room for lament.
If you've ever wondered:
Why does God feel so far away?
Is it okay to tell God I'm hurt?
How do I pray when I don't know what to believe anymore?
...this episode is for you.
 
Through the Psalms, we'll see that God welcomes honest prayers even when they're filled with lament and uncertainty.
If your heart has been quietly asking, "God, I thought this was You," I pray this conversation reminds you that your questions don't disqualify you from His presence.
 
 
🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com 
 

Jul 17, 2026

12 min

Jul 9, 2026

16 min

Have you ever wondered, "Was I crazy for believing God?" If you've experienced disappointment in relationships, heartbreak, or you're struggling to trust God after a breakup, this episode is for you. In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we'll talk about the fear, confusion, shame, and self-doubt that can follow when you believed God revealed your future spouse...but the relationship ended or never even happened. You'll be reminded that trusting God doesn't make you foolish, your questions don't disqualify your faith, and you're not alone in your healing journey.
 
 
🌿 Continue your healing journey with my FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com

Jul 9, 2026

16 min

Jun 26, 2026

20 min

What happens when you truly believe God showed you your future spouse... and the relationship still falls apart?
In this episode, I'm sharing the painful aftermath of heartbreak, the confusion that followed, and the hard questions I brought to God when everything I thought made sense suddenly didn't.
If you've ever replayed the dreams, signs, scriptures, or confirmations and asked yourself, Did I hear God wrong? - this episode is for you.
This is a tender conversation for anyone navigating heartbreak, loss, disappointment, and the struggle to rebuild trust in God.
Your grief is real. Your questions are real. But your story is not over.

Jun 26, 2026

20 min

Jun 18, 2026

16 min

I thought God showed me my future husband. I was sure. I prayed, I waited, I believed ....but things did not turn out how I expected.
 
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment I share Part 1 of my story, where I’m getting real about what it’s like when what you thought was a promise doesn’t come to pass.
 
If you’ve ever wrestled with unfulfilled prophetic words, spiritual disappointment, or letting go of someone you were convinced was from God, this episode is for you.
You’re not crazy.
You’re not alone.
And this isn’t the end of your story.
Join me as I share part 1 of my story.
New episodes weekly. Subscribe so you don’t miss Part 2.

Jun 18, 2026

16 min

Jun 11, 2026

14 min

Have you ever believed God revealed your future spouse... only for the relationship to fall apart or never happen at all?
If so, you're not alone.
 
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, host Lori opens up about one of the most painful experiences many Christians silently carry...the heartbreak that comes when a relationship you believed was from God doesn't materialize or unexpectedly ends.
This isn't just the grief of losing someone you loved. It's the grief of losing a future you envisioned, questioning what you thought God showed you, and wrestling with doubts about your ability to hear His voice.
Together, we'll explore the difficult questions many believers face after relationship disappointment. Plus, we'll also talk about the shame and confusion that often follow when a promised relationship doesn't become reality.
Join us in this safe space to process your disappointment, your questions, and your pain without pretending it doesn't exist.
If you've ever found yourself saying, "God, I thought this was You," this conversation is for you.
 
 
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Jun 11, 2026

14 min

May 28, 2026

13 min

This episode introduces Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a safe space for people who believed God revealed their future spouse but experienced heartbreak, confusion, or never saw the relationship begin. The host Lori shares candid reflections on feelings of aloneness, shame, and doubt when a spiritual promise doesn't materialize.
Lori validates those emotions, reads from her personal journal, and encourages listeners to be honest with themselves and with God. The episode offers compassionate guidance to stop trying to fix everything immediately, to name your feelings, and to begin a gradual journey toward healing and restored hope.

May 28, 2026

13 min

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