Kingdom Spouse Disappointment | Healing, Heartbreak, God Revealed Relationship, The One,
Have you ever believed God showed you your future spouse… only for the relationship to end, never begin, or unfold completely differently than you expected?
If you’ve ever said, “I thought God told me he was my future husband,” this podcast is for you.
Welcome to Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a podcast for Christians where we talk openly about christian relationship disappointments, dating struggles, and the pain of believing in a God promised marriage that didn’t happen.
We explore how to rebuild trust in God after a "kingdom spouse" heartbreak; whether you’re navigating a relationship that ended or questioning a marriage promise about "the one".
This isn't a place for quick fixes. Rather, it's a safe space to bring your questions, your tears, your faith, and your story.
Whether you're grieving a relationship that ended, waiting for clarity, or rebuilding your confidence in God's leading, I pray each episode reminds you of one truth:
Your disappointment is real-but it is not the end of your story.
I'm Lori, and I'm so grateful you're here. Let's walk this healing journey together—one honest conversation at a time.
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🌿 Continue your healing journey
If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected.
Visit lorikayemyles.com to explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey.
And if you're ready to go deeper, you'll find information about my book and other resources designed to support your journey toward healing and hope.
Remember—you don't have to walk through this alone.
Episodes

6 hours ago
6 hours ago
15 min
Do you feel as if a piece of you is missing after heartbreak? Or as if you are not sure who you are anymore?
If so, this episode is for you.
In this episode we explore how heartbreak can make you feel like you lost a part of your identity. Moreover, we go through some reminders about what the Bible says about your worth and identity in Christ, and not in a relationship outcome.
We discuss common emotional questions after relationship disappointment and provide encouragement to reaffirm your identity in God.
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🌿 Continue your healing journey
If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected.
Visit www.lorikayemyles.com to explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey.
And if you're ready to go deeper, you'll find information about my book and other resources designed to support your journey toward healing and hope.
Remember...you don't have to walk through this alone.

5 days ago
5 days ago
19 min
Do you find that you are are finding it more difficult than usual to forgive, after your last relationship disappointment or heartbreak?
Do you have questions about what forgiveness truly is, why do you need to forgive and if you can forgive while maintaining healthy boundaries?
If so, this episode is for you.
Using Scripture, practical imagery, and gentle guidance, the episode offers steps to release the burden of unforgiveness, maintain healthy boundaries, and invite God’s healing while processing real emotions.
------ 🌿 Continue your healing journey If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected.
Visit lorikayemyles.com to explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey. And if you're ready to go deeper, you'll find information about my book and other resources designed to support your journey toward healing and hope. Remember...you don't have to walk through this alone.

Sep 6, 2026
Sep 6, 2026
19 min
What if you’re not just grieving the person, but the future you thought you were going to have?
What if you believe that someone received the relationship or future you believed was going to be yours?
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we talk about how to release jealousy and comparison when you believe someone else got the future you wanted.
If you’re navigating heartbreak, kingdom spouse disappointment, or the pain of watching someone else live the future you once imagined, this episode is for you.
------ 🌿 Continue your healing journey If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected. Visit lorikayemyles.com to explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey. And if you're ready to go deeper, you'll find information about my book and other resources designed to support your journey toward healing and hope. Remember...you don't have to walk through this alone.

Aug 20, 2026
Aug 20, 2026
14 min
What if you’re not just heartbroken… you’re exhausted from trying to understand what happened?
After a Christian relationship ends-especially one you believed God was leading-you may find yourself constantly replaying conversations, questioning your decisions, analyzing what God was doing, and searching for an explanation.
In this restful episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we talk about the difference between processing disappointment and endlessly replaying it. You’ll be reminded that you don’t have to solve every unanswered question before you can begin healing.
If you’ve been asking, “Why did this happen?” “What did I miss?” “Did I do something wrong?” or “What was God doing?”-this episode invites you to breathe, release the need to know everything, and find peace in God’s presence even when you don't have all the answers.
If you’re healing from Christian relationship disappointment, heartbreak, spiritual disappointment, or confusion about God’s plans, this episode is a gentle reminder: you can rest without having every answer.
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🌿 Continue your healing journey
If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected.
Visit www.lorikayemyles.com to explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey.
And if you're ready to go deeper, you'll find information about my book and other resources designed to support your journey toward healing and hope.
Remember...you don't have to walk through this alone.

Aug 13, 2026
Aug 13, 2026
20 min
What happens when you believed God was leading you toward a relationship… but it fell apart?
In Episode 10 of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we explore the fear of listening to God again after relationship and spiritual disappointment. Maybe you’ve been asking yourself: Did I hear God wrong? Can I still discern His voice? What if I make the same mistake again?
When a relationship you believed was God-ordained does not work out, the heartbreak can leave you questioning your discernment, your decisions, and even your relationship with God.
In this episode, we discuss why discernment can feel dangerous after disappointment, how fear and past experiences can affect what we hear and interpret, and how to begin rebuilding trust in God’s guidance.
Anchored in John 10, this episode is a reminder that one misunderstanding does not mean you are permanently unable to hear God.
You are still learning. You are still growing. And you are still His sheep.
------ 🌿 Continue your healing journey If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected.
Visit lorikayemyles.com to
explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey. And if you're ready to go deeper, you'll find information about my book and other resources designed to support your journey toward healing and hope. Remember...you don't have to walk through this alone.

Aug 6, 2026
Aug 6, 2026
17 min
Have you ever been angry with God?
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we tackle one of the most difficult and often unspoken topics in the Christian faith: anger toward God ...especially after heartbreak or after relationship disappointment.
Together, we'll explore whether it's sinful to be angry with God, how to recognize hidden anger that may be affecting your relationship with Him, and what Scripture teaches about bringing your honest emotions to a loving Father.
We will also go over the H.E.A.L. Framework - a practical, biblical approach to processing anger and beginning your healing journey
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🌿 Continue your healing journey
If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected.
Visit lorikayemyles.com to explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey.

Jul 30, 2026
Jul 30, 2026
20 min
Do you feel like your prayers are hitting the ceiling, especially in a season of heartbreak or relationship disappointment? Do you feel like you desperately need an answer but it feels as if God is on "airplane mode"?
Then this episode is for you.
This episode explores the difference between God’s silence and His absence, especially after heartbreak or when a promised 'kingdom spouse' didn’t materialize.
My name is Lori, and today we will explore Job’s story as well as four practical ways God still speaks even if it appears He is silent.
---------- 🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com OR reach out to me at lorilongevous@gmail.com.

Jul 24, 2026
Jul 24, 2026
20 min
What hurts more than the breakup?
The questions after.
"So...when's the wedding?"
"Have you set a date yet?"
"How's the planning going?"
If you believed God revealed "the one" to you, and the relationship ended or never began, the shame can feel heavier than the heartbreak itself.
In this episode, we gets honest about navigating spiritual embarrassment, hiding, and the lies shame tells us. We’ll look at Psalm 34:4-5, and 3 truths to help you come out of hiding:
1. Separate your identity from your experience
2. Bring your shame into the light
3. Remember that God is not ashamed of you
You are not disqualified. You are not alone.
This is a safe space for healing after Christian relationship disappointment.
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🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com OR reach out to me at lorilongevous@gmail.com.

Jul 17, 2026
Jul 17, 2026
12 min
Have you ever wanted to pray... but didn't know what to say to God?
After a relationship you believed God revealed or promised ends - or didn't even begin, the heartbreak often goes far beyond losing the relationship. It can leave you questioning whether you can trust God, hear His voice, or even feel safe bringing Him your honest emotions.
In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, Lori explores the difficult reality of what happens when God feels distant after spiritual and relationship disappointment. She talks about why fear can replace trust, why honesty in prayer is not a lack of faith, and how Scripture makes room for lament.
If you've ever wondered:
Why does God feel so far away?
Is it okay to tell God I'm hurt?
How do I pray when I don't know what to believe anymore?
...this episode is for you.
Through the Psalms, we'll see that God welcomes honest prayers even when they're filled with lament and uncertainty.
If your heart has been quietly asking, "God, I thought this was You," I pray this conversation reminds you that your questions don't disqualify you from His presence.
🌿 Continue your healing journey with a FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com

Jul 9, 2026
Jul 9, 2026
16 min
Have you ever wondered, "Was I crazy for believing God?" If you've experienced disappointment in relationships, heartbreak, or you're struggling to trust God after a breakup, this episode is for you. In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we'll talk about the fear, confusion, shame, and self-doubt that can follow when you believed God revealed your future spouse...but the relationship ended or never even happened. You'll be reminded that trusting God doesn't make you foolish, your questions don't disqualify your faith, and you're not alone in your healing journey.
🌿 Continue your healing journey with my FREE devotional and more faith-filled resources at www.lorikayemyles.com







